i locked myself again???

Haniz is so well known with absent-minded attitude...
like mama always said,"kalau hidung tu x melekat,mesti hilang jugak!!"
i always misplace my things...
books,receipt,names,KEYS..name it!!
(ayin knows better!!)
recently,i locked my room and i brought different set of keys!!
so, me and yatt struggle like crazy to break in through the window panel...
mind you..this is like the 3rd time i locked the room with the keys inside!!(kan yatt??)
normally the windows are open..so,i have no problem to climb in..
but not this time!!
final result was...window knob patah!!sheeshh...
yatt ckp,"ko duplicate and bg aku kunci tu!!"
darm,"ko duplicate and letak kat depan"
huhu..sgt best housemate ku ini!!haha...
WILL DUPLICATE THE KEYS!! all of them!huhu..
any ideas on how to get rid of this PELUPE attitude???
it's killing me!!heh..

PRIVATE and CONFIDENTIAL

Random talk...
if u are in a relationship...
here are some things that i think you shud consider...

1. Don't try to screen his/her phone to make sure that no particular rivals contacted him/her..
2. Don't browse his/her emails...
3. Don't sign in to his/her friendster/facebook
4. Don't go through his/her stuff and check his/her payslip to know how much he/she earned
   

come on la weh...respect la people cket...mmg la die partner ko...tp kalo dah camni...x suffocate ke?saje kan nk carik pasal??nk carik salah partner ko??
what the hell is your problem la??i know..aku pon penah buat perangai budus ni dulu...but i stop literally...the least i know the better...i believe he will always be true to me...BUT kalau kantoi...i have a very good reason to be mad kan??
after all relationship is about trust...kalo ko claim ko buat camtu sbb ko syg...tipu la...ko nk OWN die kott...
okeh...dah...gud night!!

i miss you...

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
You begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

I am zainal's

went to have dinner wit mama n papa...
eventho sgt sekejap we met...i am so in peace right now...
we actually planned to meet earlier...
but due to my workload since closing dateline is near and the heavy downpour
causing the LRT delaying its service for 3 hours and the traffic...
so we only manage to hv our dinner at around 10.40...
sampai je...i eagerly said,mama xmau tgk besday present mama ke???
(eventho it was't from me...heh...it's from ayin.i just can't wait to see their happy face since ayin is giving them something that they love!!)
when i gave mama's gift...as usual lah kan...tears rolled down...
she said chantek...mama suke...and when she read the card...the tears are heavier than the rain just now!!!heh...
papa is not the type who will show his emotions...control macho...
but when he saw his gift (watch) he automatically open his old ones and replace with the new one...
telling me,"niz,bukak kan plastic ni...set kan time...jgn ikut time doha plak..."hehe...
and the old one are safely placed in the case of the new one...
when i offered him to adjust tali jam...he said it's ok and he still looked at the watch while eating...
yin, u are not around to see all this...and i'm trying my best to describe the whole situation to u..
mama eat with your card on her lap...and she was the one who holds the paper bag before we leave the kedai makan...
i know they appreciate your gift...they love it because they got it from u...not because of the gift itself....
just so u know,i'm so glad to see all this and course to be apart of this family...
like u said,tho we are not perfect...we complete each other!!
love yah!!!

Undefined

Please provide me strength and wisdom to face this
please grant me health to go through this
please don't take my loved ones coz they are my pillars of strength
and most of all PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME and help me through this
i promise not trying to complaint anymore for Ayin always reminds me
"Whatever that YOU give me...good or bad things...there's always reason behind it"
i believe it...i have faith in it...please test me because you still love me...

I NEED SOME SLEEP...

it has been too many sleepless nights...
too many scary thoughts...
too many things in my head that won't go for at least 5-6 hours for my brain to rest...
i need a good sleep...
a peaceful one...

define it...

wat does a kiss on valentine's day means???
if u received it from sumone who don't even give u a kiss before...
even during your birthday....
who once told you that he likes you...
and you told him that how you value the friendship...
but you can't go beyond that...
does it still consider as a "we-are-friend" kiss???
"i-love-you-as-a-friend" kiss????
sungguh....aku confuse...
and annoyed...sgt...
(yatt...ko diam!heh...)