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Please provide me strength and wisdom to face this
please grant me health to go through this
please don't take my loved ones coz they are my pillars of strength
and most of all PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME and help me through this
i promise not trying to complaint anymore for Ayin always reminds me
"Whatever that YOU give me...good or bad things...there's always reason behind it"
i believe it...i have faith in it...please test me because you still love me...

I NEED SOME SLEEP...

it has been too many sleepless nights...
too many scary thoughts...
too many things in my head that won't go for at least 5-6 hours for my brain to rest...
i need a good sleep...
a peaceful one...

define it...

wat does a kiss on valentine's day means???
if u received it from sumone who don't even give u a kiss before...
even during your birthday....
who once told you that he likes you...
and you told him that how you value the friendship...
but you can't go beyond that...
does it still consider as a "we-are-friend" kiss???
"i-love-you-as-a-friend" kiss????
sungguh....aku confuse...
and annoyed...sgt...
(yatt...ko diam!heh...)