wooooooozaaaahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!

this was taken from the muvie bad boysII...
aku xkuasa nak cite how and when they use it...
but i am using it when:

• bile aku bebeeeeeeeel pjg2 kat amir explaining things and then he look at me and said,HAH??
• when my spinster boss get coo-coo and emo x tentu pasal.well...i hear you bitch!!lonely,eyh??
• my phone rang,and my mom on the other line trying her best to annoy me!!!
• aku study...then bile wat exercise aku xleh nk jwb...urgh!!!PELUPE...dush!!
• when i'm driving in various situation it can be....
• bile aku bgn pagi nakg keja...heheh....
• bile kakak aku tgh good mood...ini adalah kerana she will get loads of ideas to annoy me!!!(she got that from my mom!!) when she's in her OBSESSION yg pelbagai tu...
• right now.bile aku depress with many things in my head..

and of course..

• WHEN I'M BROKE!!! (which is basically all the time?huhu...)
  

tears...

my kakak is not happy right now....
she is thousands miles away from me...
and i can't go there next to her...
making funny faces...stupid jokes...
to cheer her...
i can't bring her to her favourite place to eat...

i can't go and rent movies for her and watch for the whole day...
i feel so helpless...
i feel so useless...

whatever it is...i hope storm will go away soon...
and the sun shines back on her...oh, please dear Allah...
help my sister...
brings back her joy...
put her back in peace...

if this is the best for her...
please help her to go through it...

hang on there,sis...
i'll always be here...

watch your manners b***h!!!

Last night i went for a movie with amir...it was at klcc...
normally aku prefer to watch at cineleisure...or gsc ou...
thanx to mugai for giving me this not wanted to watch muvie at tgv attitude...

tp since it was late and we just wanted to enjoy our night a bit instead of study...so, tgv klcc pon bolehlah!!!
then we got this seat that dkt pc abg counter tic tu nmpak mcm jauh je from screen...tp i feel like it was practically at my face jek...huhu..i exaggerate..i know..hehe...lucky me that the seat is at the centre...so, xdelah hampa sampai nk nangis...exaggerate again...

tp...tgh2 muvie nih...adela sorang b***h seating at my back...putting her feet at my armrest...i was like WAT THE F????

1. ko igt kaki ko tu CHANTEK sgt nk letak kat situ??
2. ko bkn tinggi pon sampai nk letak kaki mcm tu!!seat nih da design utk adapt ngan normal human being height...
3. ko bkn tgk muvie kat umah lah BAHALOL!!!!
4. mak ko x ajar ke adalah KURANG AJAR letak kaki mcm tu next to people!!oh,yess...mungkin ko nih memang kurang diajar...
5. for goodness sake!!!be civilized!!!use your brain instead of your ass!!!

i turn at her and said..."do you mind,IDIOT??"
with a sour face she put away her feet...
if you can't behave in a cinema...buy yourself a home theatre!!!or...rent the hall for yourself...
people don't appreciate watching movie with a schmuck!!

i am sorry...

I am truly glad that my yatt has found her man...
she is now in good hands i'd say...
well at least i know eddie...
and i know yatt...

the last thing i wanna do is to hurt both of them...
but i guess i already did...

well...if it helps me to clear the air...
YES. I DID TOLD APINK THAT YATT CALL THEM MONYET.
but i did that not because of any bad intention...

but mostly because i was mad that eddie never stands up for her since the 1st dispute...and yatt address them as monyet to me despite the fact that she knows they are my friends also.i don't know how eddie can stands it, but i do know that i can't.looks like he never stands for the boys as well...

it might be hard for eddie...i am sorry that i lost my control.i shouldn't make any judgement on eddie. maybe he got his own reason for doing that. maybe it's for the best of yatt and the boys.as for yatt,you must be so hurt since the sampah incident. but dear...i'm sorry again.

i promise this will be the last. will never get in the way!!!

peace babe?

pwomises...

"i promise i will take care of you..."
"i promise i will always love you..."
"i promise we will be friends forever..."
"i promise i will never forget you..."
"i promise we will always keep in touch..."
"i promise i will never breaks your heart..."

is these all just plain words that people hears at movies and just adapt it without even care of what it means...pls...dont use the word "promise" if you don't intend to keep it.

i've been hearing promises since i was a kid...i still remember most of the broken promises made to me. i always pray that i will never break my promises...but what a shame of me that i do break my promises...

• to mama,papa,ayin and jaja...i'm sorry that i always broke my promises to be the best daughter and sister you have...i'm sorry...

• to Yatt...i'm sorry that i used to break your heart when i went to the zoo without you.and many other promises i broke...i'm sorry...

• to sai...sorry that i broke my promise to always be with you...i was a bitch that time.i'm sorry...

• to awaz,apink,eddie and apek...sorry that i promise to always keep intouch...but sometimes i forget to even sms you guys...i'm sorry...

to others that i might forget about breaking my promises...i'm sorry...deeply...
please...if you ever made any promises...keep it...
DON'T MAKE PROMISES YOU CAN'T KEEP...it's a bit silly to do that...dontcha think??

I wasn't mad...

My dear sis...
Excuse me for acting that way...
i wasn't mad..but i was being stupid...
PEACE!!!
love yah!!

my guardian angels...

• Awaz :My SAYANG...she stands above all my sayangs?? huhu... I sayang her cos she stands by me... we share our passions...We share a lot of things together...she hears me...and i love her...

• Apink :Always my best buddy!!! having him around is more than enough to make me feels like i am being protected and cared no matter what.i love apink also...he knows that!!!

• Eddie :He have his own character.that sometimes it actually inspired me.he was the one who first thought me it is no crime to say TERIMA KASIH...Eddie also listens.and i love eddie as much as i love the rest of the gang!

• Apek :I can't say that i know him that well...but i know for a fact that i also love having him.sometimes he do give me his time,ears and thought.i wouldn't ask for more than what he already is. and for that, i love him too!!!These are my angels...don't you dare take them away from me...or worse don't dare to even think of hurting them!!

mistake kah...

Taken from The O.C about mistake,bad experience,and EX...

"You shouldn't try to forget it...
instead...live with it..."

i guess it's true!!!
becoz i was once trying really hard to forget syazwi...which is my ex...
hasilnye:

• aku semakin gile teringat kat die...and die langsung tak igt kat aku!!HAMPEH!!
• i was freakishly not myself!! (nangis kat abg petronas sbb x jual top up streamyx..IDIOT!!)
• calling him again and again and again...i lost count...LUPE kah kalau begini????

and many other stupid things yang aku sendiri xleh nk terima!!!!!

finally i find my way out...
i change my life totally...i get a job...
i make new friends..meet new people...
and most of all instead of blaming him or myself...
i ACCEPT it...

and now...
the result:

• i am with someone else!!!yeay!!
• i enjoy my life to the fullest!!
• i FORGET him!!!! MY BIGGEST ACHIEVEMENT...

thanks to my dear kakak who never stop trying to lift me up...despite the fact that i am already helpless and giving up...will never forget that!!!