tears...

my kakak is not happy right now....
she is thousands miles away from me...
and i can't go there next to her...
making funny faces...stupid jokes...
to cheer her...
i can't bring her to her favourite place to eat...

i can't go and rent movies for her and watch for the whole day...
i feel so helpless...
i feel so useless...

whatever it is...i hope storm will go away soon...
and the sun shines back on her...oh, please dear Allah...
help my sister...
brings back her joy...
put her back in peace...

if this is the best for her...
please help her to go through it...

hang on there,sis...
i'll always be here...